his bloodshot eye

Quarter past six in the evening: my neighbour passes by the spyhole in my front door. Two minutes later: shouting, screaming, thumping, door slamming, crying.

It happens every night, for weeks on end. Until five days ago.

He hasn’t returned.

That first night, I think I heard scratching.

I may have imagined it. It’s been quiet ever since.

But the smell. It’s faint, but it is there.

Five nights now, and I keep looking through that spyhole. My heart leaps up into my throat. I can hardly breathe.

He’s back.

As he walks by, he looks in my direction. I swear he sees me. He comes up to my door. His bloodshot eye fills the hole. If I move, he will see the light shift. If I breathe, he’ll hear.

Can I run? Do I scream?

Will he break down my door if I do?


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